This time 6 years ago. . .

This time 6 years ago, I was so scared that I wouldnt live, let alone ever have kids. I was having chemotheraphy treatment followed by radiation to my chest. I had been told my chances of conceiving were slim to none! And now here I am 5 years out of remission, my daughter is 4 and im pregnant again! Doctors arnt always right, and miracles do and can happen. I was sitting lastnight thinking how different everything was 6 years ago..... I had no hair, I was a shadow of my former self, didnt think i'd live to see my 20th birthday! I am so THANKFUL for everything I have now. Its like I was given a 2nd chance at life. I hear of more and more people being diagnosed with Hodgkins/Non Hodgkins.... and would love to raise awareness. You seem to only ever hear of the BAD stories, and never the good! I was lucky, I beat it. All because I had a (PMA) Positive Mental Attitude. Stay strong, keep the faith and laugh in its face!

Week 26

Now into week 26

All im doing is peeing and eating

I feel BIG already?

Still not as big as I was with Keira

But I feel big, and have tons of pressure down there

Apparently its 'normal' as your muscles weaken with each child!
GREAT! Ha ha im only 25 years old and im going to be wearing nappies

LOL

Heres a pic from week 25

My poor back is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeee

And im only gonna get bigger

I feel her move alllll the time

Sometimes I feel like shes gonna rip me open and just climb out lol

Still no luck on getting a 3 bed house just yet, but I can not stress out over that

What will be will be right?

Quality time with my BIG girl

Spending QUALITY TIME with my big girl before the arrival of Megan

We had fun chalking in the yard, learning letters numbers and rhyming words

Shes growing up wayyyyyyy too fast

Hard to believe she will be starting SCHOOL in September....

I still have no idea how shes going to react, having a new baby in the house...

After having all the attention for 4 years????

I think she MAY be slightly jealous at first but then she'll love her to death

Thats what we are hoping anyways lol

Im now 26 weeks and peeing ALOT

14 weeks to go

Its another GIRL!!!!!! Megan

So we found out that this baby is another little princess

Megan Berry

U/S Tech was 80% sure she saw a little hamburger (as they put it)

There she is! @ 20 weeks

Everything looked perfect

 24 weeks 3 days

Keira said all along it was a girl!!!!

She was right

:) She cant wait to meet her baby sister :)



How could we forget Keira turning 4

I now have a 4 yr old

I cant believe it

So her theme was (((Spongebob!)))

Yeah dont ask, I hate that yellow sponge.....

She loves him though......

Here are some pics from her special day....

1-1-12

Opening cards and presents

Cash!!!!!!!!!!!! £££££££££££

Cupcakes

Birthday Girl and her balloon

Her little spread of food

Blowing out candles

Cake!!!!!!!!!!

She was spoiled as per!

Mmmmmmmmm icing :)



Ava Louise Turns 1

So my beautiful god-daughter Ava turned 1 the day after my birthday

I can NOT believe shes 1 yr old already

Shes now walking

And loves to eat!

Keira all ready and dressed to go over to Ava's tea party

Her cake was FANTABULOUS!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Blowing out her candle

BUBBLES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 1st Birthday Ava Louise

I love you



RIP Rowan Olivia

My heart was shattered to hear the news about my dear friends little girl passing.

Me and Megan have been friends since our 'myspace days'

Megan was an amazing mother to her daughter

Always put her first

I could tell Rowan had a great mama because every picture I saw of her she was never without a smile.....

Such a happy little girl

Always smiling, laughing, dancing

I watched her grow

From a tiny baby, to a 4 yr old

I can not imagine ever losing a child.

No mother should ever have to go through that pain

Megan and Rowan

They had a bond no-one could break

Those baby blues and gorgeous blonde hair

You will never be forgotten Rowan.

You were just too good for this earth

Watch over your mama and keep her safe, strong, and happy

Rowan Olivia 2007-2012

In the arms of the angels