Friday, 11 May 2012

This time 6 years ago. . .

This time 6 years ago, I was so scared that I wouldnt live, let alone ever have kids. I was having chemotheraphy treatment followed by radiation to my chest. I had been told my chances of conceiving were slim to none! And now here I am 5 years out of remission, my daughter is 4 and im pregnant again! Doctors arnt always right, and miracles do and can happen. I was sitting lastnight thinking how different everything was 6 years ago..... I had no hair, I was a shadow of my former self, didnt think i'd live to see my 20th birthday! I am so THANKFUL for everything I have now. Its like I was given a 2nd chance at life. I hear of more and more people being diagnosed with Hodgkins/Non Hodgkins.... and would love to raise awareness. You seem to only ever hear of the BAD stories, and never the good! I was lucky, I beat it. All because I had a (PMA) Positive Mental Attitude. Stay strong, keep the faith and laugh in its face!

Week 26

Now into week 26
All im doing is peeing and eating
I feel BIG already?
Still not as big as I was with Keira
But I feel big, and have tons of pressure down there
Apparently its 'normal' as your muscles weaken with each child!
GREAT! Ha ha im only 25 years old and im going to be wearing nappies
LOL

Heres a pic from week 25

My poor back is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeee
And im only gonna get bigger
I feel her move alllll the time
Sometimes I feel like shes gonna rip me open and just climb out lol
Still no luck on getting a 3 bed house just yet, but I can not stress out over that
What will be will be right?

Quality time with my BIG girl

Spending QUALITY TIME with my big girl before the arrival of Megan
We had fun chalking in the yard, learning letters numbers and rhyming words
Shes growing up wayyyyyyy too fast
Hard to believe she will be starting SCHOOL in September....






I still have no idea how shes going to react, having a new baby in the house...
After having all the attention for 4 years????
I think she MAY be slightly jealous at first but then she'll love her to death
Thats what we are hoping anyways lol

Im now 26 weeks and peeing ALOT
14 weeks to go