This time 6 years ago. . .

This time 6 years ago, I was so scared that I wouldnt live, let alone ever have kids. I was having chemotheraphy treatment followed by radiation to my chest. I had been told my chances of conceiving were slim to none! And now here I am 5 years out of remission, my daughter is 4 and im pregnant again! Doctors arnt always right, and miracles do and can happen. I was sitting lastnight thinking how different everything was 6 years ago..... I had no hair, I was a shadow of my former self, didnt think i'd live to see my 20th birthday! I am so THANKFUL for everything I have now. Its like I was given a 2nd chance at life. I hear of more and more people being diagnosed with Hodgkins/Non Hodgkins.... and would love to raise awareness. You seem to only ever hear of the BAD stories, and never the good! I was lucky, I beat it. All because I had a (PMA) Positive Mental Attitude. Stay strong, keep the faith and laugh in its face!

Week 26

Now into week 26

All im doing is peeing and eating

I feel BIG already?

Still not as big as I was with Keira

But I feel big, and have tons of pressure down there

Apparently its 'normal' as your muscles weaken with each child!
GREAT! Ha ha im only 25 years old and im going to be wearing nappies

LOL

Heres a pic from week 25

My poor back is killing meeeeeeeeeeeeee

And im only gonna get bigger

I feel her move alllll the time

Sometimes I feel like shes gonna rip me open and just climb out lol

Still no luck on getting a 3 bed house just yet, but I can not stress out over that

What will be will be right?

Quality time with my BIG girl

Spending QUALITY TIME with my big girl before the arrival of Megan

We had fun chalking in the yard, learning letters numbers and rhyming words

Shes growing up wayyyyyyy too fast

Hard to believe she will be starting SCHOOL in September....

I still have no idea how shes going to react, having a new baby in the house...

After having all the attention for 4 years????

I think she MAY be slightly jealous at first but then she'll love her to death

Thats what we are hoping anyways lol

Im now 26 weeks and peeing ALOT

14 weeks to go

Its another GIRL!!!!!! Megan

So we found out that this baby is another little princess

Megan Berry

U/S Tech was 80% sure she saw a little hamburger (as they put it)

There she is! @ 20 weeks

Everything looked perfect

 24 weeks 3 days

Keira said all along it was a girl!!!!

She was right

:) She cant wait to meet her baby sister :)



How could we forget Keira turning 4

I now have a 4 yr old

I cant believe it

So her theme was (((Spongebob!)))

Yeah dont ask, I hate that yellow sponge.....

She loves him though......

Here are some pics from her special day....

1-1-12

Opening cards and presents

Cash!!!!!!!!!!!! £££££££££££

Cupcakes

Birthday Girl and her balloon

Her little spread of food

Blowing out candles

Cake!!!!!!!!!!

She was spoiled as per!

Mmmmmmmmm icing :)



Ava Louise Turns 1

So my beautiful god-daughter Ava turned 1 the day after my birthday

I can NOT believe shes 1 yr old already

Shes now walking

And loves to eat!

Keira all ready and dressed to go over to Ava's tea party

Her cake was FANTABULOUS!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Blowing out her candle

BUBBLES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy 1st Birthday Ava Louise

I love you



RIP Rowan Olivia

My heart was shattered to hear the news about my dear friends little girl passing.

Me and Megan have been friends since our 'myspace days'

Megan was an amazing mother to her daughter

Always put her first

I could tell Rowan had a great mama because every picture I saw of her she was never without a smile.....

Such a happy little girl

Always smiling, laughing, dancing

I watched her grow

From a tiny baby, to a 4 yr old

I can not imagine ever losing a child.

No mother should ever have to go through that pain

Megan and Rowan

They had a bond no-one could break

Those baby blues and gorgeous blonde hair

You will never be forgotten Rowan.

You were just too good for this earth

Watch over your mama and keep her safe, strong, and happy

Rowan Olivia 2007-2012

In the arms of the angels



Turning 25!

My Birthday was 30th Jan

I turned 25.... which is almost 30 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Because im pregnant I didnt wanna go out, didnt fancy it, and obviously I couldnt drink alcohol.... so we went up our friends house for the night, for a takeaway and 'a laugh'

Rachel my best friend made me a GIANT cupcake

She always makes an effort so its special for me

I wuv her very much

Alcohol free wine

My giant cupcake.....

BFF's

Wooooooooooooooooooo

Alcohol free BEER! Fabulous

Rob and Me

Rachel and Clint

Wow another year older

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeek



You Make My Heart Smile :)

I swear my baby girl gets prettier every single day....

Shes growing way too fast for my liking

Everyone comments on her height which always leads to

"How old is she? 6?"

Ha ha NO shes only 4 and shes still my baby girl

She is super tall like her mama and daddy though....

Time just needs to slowwwwwwwwwww down

Craft day up auntie Rachels house

Def not camera shy this girl

Playing on The Sims on daddys ipad

Thats my brudder or seeesta

Right after nursery, she loves her friends

Tree hugger!



Baby Names!??? We can not agree on anything

Girls

Megan

Luna

Ebony

Layla

Boys

Kian

Kaiden

Colton

Oscar

We still have tons of time to decide :)

15 Weeks And Counting.... Bubba

Im now 15 weeks pregnant

Ive had 'Oh your huge already' 'Oh your so tiny'

???????????????

This baby is def making me feel crappy.

I get out of breath, I feel fainty, Dizzy, Sick

But its all worth it in the end.

Keiras still stuck on it being a girl

She wants a baby sister.

"No baby brother yet, we'll get one of those later" she says..

She kisses my tummy all the time.

Shes precious

I cant wait to have 2

They will be friends for LIFE :)

Here I am....

Big? Small?

NO im not smiling because I actually didnt know my head was in the pic.

Egg on legs? LOL



Pancake Day! AKA Shrove Tuesday....

PANCAKE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

We made some delicious pancakes.

Keira made heart shaped ones and star shaped ones...

She LOVES to help mama in the kitchen...

Heres some pics of her

My little chef

Mammy had 2 aswell....... Very fattening but what the hell....

I dont care

I could eat these everyday



IM BACK! With big news....

So im back!

My laptop was broken so I havent been able to update....

I got a new one for my birthday last month (Happy Happy)

So alot has happened since I last updated in July!!!!!!!!!!!

In Dec I found out im pregnant with baby #2

We are THRILLED!

Im currently 13 weeks

Here are some of my U/S pictures.

^^ This was 11 weeks!!!!! ^^

Precious baby

^^ This was 11 weeks 5 days!!! ^^

This was the day I had the NT screening

The nuchal fold measured 1.10mm

And my risk for down syndrome was

1 in 50,000

So now we are just waiting for my gender U/S

That is on 30th March

We are def gonna find out the sex.

Everything we have from our first princess is PINK!!!!!!!!